Tuesday, April 12th, 2005
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6:56 pm - The Nature Anthem
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It's my birthday tomorrow... That's why the 13th is my lucky number... or from what I remember that's why 13 is my lucky number... Maybe I was Judas in a past life!!! That would be interesting... although the theory doesn't really work in a Catholic way because he's rotting away in the lowest level of Hell... reserved for.... betrayers... and.... slashers! *grins*
*much love all*
Annie
(I'll finally {legally anyway} be an adult. Time for sex drugs and rock and roll... FUCK! I've already done all that!)
*love again*
current mood:  Because I'm so old!!!
current music: Father Of Mine- Everclear! I'm so old!
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Friday, February 4th, 2005
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10:52 pm
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I was in a car accident today.
I have whiplash.
I'm fine though.
No one worry!
*glares*
Tina, you know all that stuff you and I said about the home and away-ers. It's all blown up! It's the best show in the world!
current mood:  angry
current music: Kill-Jimmy Eat World
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Monday, January 31st, 2005
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4:28 pm - FOR AWDT
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Hey. This is fanfic for AWDT. Sorry it's late! I'm just crap!
Title: Untitled
Pairing: H/D
Rating: PG-13?
Author: dela
Summary: Oh, you lazy fool! Just read it. It's 50 words.
( It's just a jump to the left... )
current mood:  silly
current music: Battleflag
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Thursday, January 27th, 2005
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12:54 am - But I also just need to get LAID!!! *laughs*
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I need to be kissed.
I need to be kissed so passionately and so deeply that I'm left gasping for breath and feeling as though my lips are bruised and swollen.
I need to be kissed.
I need to be kissed so sweetly that I can feel myself swaying and my knees buckling but the kiss is so sweet it's like I'm floating.
I need to be kissed.
I need to be kissed so powerfully that I can't think about anything else for the next week and the memory brings a blush to my cheeks.
I need to be held.
Held so tight that when I'm scared and scream and hit and try to push you away you hold on and make me know that you're never going to let me go.
I need to be held.
Held so sweetly that I feel as though you love me more than anything else you've ever touched.
I need to be held.
Held so securely that I know that I could fall and you'd catch me or run away and yet I'd always find myself back in your arms.
I need to be loved.
Loved so much that every day I see you and it shines right out of your eyes so brightly that sometimes I think I'm going to have to look away.
I need to be loved.
Loved so much so that I know no matter how much I hurt you and push you away and fight against opening myself up you'll wait.
I need to be loved.
Loved so powerfully that if I don't see you for years at a time I can think of you and just feel it and know that we're as together as we ever were.
Me just writing about... me. And also slash. At the same time. You know the old saying... about life... and art... *nods* *dances* I wish it was still Aussie day! *grins*
current mood: flirty
current music: Harpoon
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Wednesday, January 26th, 2005
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10:36 pm - AUSSIE AUSSIE AUSSIE, OY OY OY
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HAPPY AUSTRALIA DAY!!!!! Is everyone having a VERY Aussie day? If not, go have a beer, sit and watch some cricket and listen to the hottest 100!
I had a barbie at Shazz's place today and it was ripper! All of Luke's cricket team were there and some of those boys are VERY attractive. I spent a lot of the day perving! *laughs* I totally need to get laid! Any offers? Oh, and can anyone tell me how to bring up a link to 'you send it' because I want to show everyone 'where the wild roses grow' and I have no idea how to do it because I'm a total spaz!
I played pool today! I'd love to say that I'm Ace at the whole thing, but sadly I'm totally shit. I buggered up so many times! I just don't have the patience to play pool. (Although I can watch cricket all day... go figure!) I got so bloody frustrated... And my canadian friend Sarah is down which is so awesome (she keeps saying 'ey') And whenever people ask if she's American she gets REALLY insulted! It's so funny. But all day we were trying to teach her how to say stuff in an Aussie accent. She can say:
Water : War-ta
How is that: Howzat (cricket thing)
She now says 'reckon' Like "Whaddya Reckon?"
She'll be apples: Shill be apples
And she is understanding cricket. Although she's still calling 4's home runs and stuff. It's so cute! All of the boys were hysterical listening to her asking questions about the game!
Oh, and Bec, one of my older sisters, needs to die. Literally. I think that death is the best option. I want to fucking kill her. I just... AGH! I can't put up with her shit. She's always in the worst mood and everyone in the family is becoming sick of dealing with her! It's so frustrating. She can honestly knock my self confidence right down to zero with about 2 words. It's insane. No one else can do that. She has this knack of being the biggest FUCKING BITCH in the world...
But it doesn't matter because my day was awesome and I got the lovliest and mnost beautiful heartfelt messages from my friend Jess who is at Notre Dame at the moment. I miss her so much!
I want another beer. And some more punch! Can you believe Shaz was thinking of making it non-alcoholic. She was promptly laughed right out of the room! *grins*
I feel so proud to be Aussie. Although, it's not like Australia was really discovered. I mean, there were already people living her. Captain Cook just came and killed them and was like: "I claim this land for England". Stupid man.
But still, I can proudly say that I'm half dirty-criminal and half WW2 refugee.... in the decendant way... because I'm not seventy-something!
*love and beer*
An
PS. We totally kicked ASS in the cricket! It rocked. And Clarke got a run out. It was so good. And I still think we need to get rid of lehmann and symonds. None of you know what I'm tlaking about...
I can't wait til the Rugby Union comes back...
current mood: amused
current music: Monkey Wrench
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Sunday, January 23rd, 2005
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12:19 am
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Hi everyone...
It's Anneka. I've been in hospital. Got Bec to say stuff about it. Luckily I was so sick I didn't have to eat the food, which is always a bonus. Although, while feeling like death was at my door, did come up with some great flangst ideas which is always nice!
Still feel like absolute shit, but thankyou to those of you who sent me comments. They made everything seem a lot better. The oxygen in my blood is much too low, my white blood cells are too high and I have really low blood pressure... on top of my pharyngitis and whatever else they said. Does anyone else find that they zone out when doctors are talking? I'm worried it's just me! *laughs* *coughs*
I'm gonna go because I feel like someone has ripped off my head and shat down my neck, but I send you love and some cookies... but I didn't cook those cookies because I might make you sick...
Annie
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Friday, January 21st, 2005
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11:17 pm - Anneka's Poor Health
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Hello,
This is Anneka's sister. I thought that I should get on and say to everyone that Anneka has been in hospital because she's sick, but she's back at home now and hopefully she won't have to go back. She has very low blood pressure and the oxygen in her blood keeps getting lower and lower. She has a really bad throat infection that is constricting her breathing and problems with her stomach.
The doctors believe that it is viral which means that the antibiotics probably won't do much, but we're hoping.
She isn't going to die or anything that dramatic, but she told me to say hi and that she hopes to be back on her feet soon.
You all know Anneka, she doesn't just get a cough, she gets pharyngitis! Low immune system.
Thank you for reading.
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Wednesday, January 19th, 2005
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2:38 am
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I had two coffees with three shots of espresso in each and now I'm trying to go to sleep... it's not going very well... I'm such an idiot...
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Tuesday, January 18th, 2005
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2:17 am
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I think that I'm the only person who uses LJ that didn't notice that it shut down... I didn't try to get on for a while, and then when I did everyone was panicked... *laughs* I'm so glad I missed out because I would have been PISSED! But because I did miss out, it's amusing.
*Love*
An
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Monday, January 17th, 2005
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12:38 am
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So, I was FORCED to meet the Raiders. For those of you who don't live in Canberra, that's the state Rugby League Team. I don't follow League. I follow Union. The only real kind of football. No others. No Ariel ping pong, league or... that American one. Grid Iron. That's the girliest one!
Anyway, this lady LATCHES onto me in the shopping centre and goes
"You look like a Raiders fan."
And I'm standing there going "Not fucking likely"
But she pulls me over to where this guy is handing out posters with the Raiders on them and puts me in a line waiting to get said poster signed. This all happened while I am standing with a ahocjed look on my face, worried that some Brumbies (The Union team who actually play REAL football and have talent!!!) fan will see me and think that I actually care. So the lady then looks at me and pulls out this microphone and I am thinking "Fuck this" but luckily she grabs the girl behind me and starts asking her questions about the Raiders.
SCARY GRABBY LADY: "Who is your favourite player?"
IDIOT GIRL WHO LIKED RAIDERS: "Clinton"
If I had been on the microphone I would have been like,
"...um... Hooty...McBoob... *coughs*
I had to talk to them. And then I was getting all of these mean ideas. Like I should get them to sign a wooden spoon. (That's what a team gets if they come last, and the Raiders SUCK) or get up the front and go
"Oh, shit, you're not the Brumbies. Don't bother."
or
"Planning to get into the semi's this year by default?"
or
When one of the players went to sign the poster, say I didn't want his signiture, but get everyone else's.
When I said this Cora said she could tell I went to private schools. The bitch in me came out! I couldn't help it! It just happened.
I need to do something to fix my brain though. Like get a membership for the Brumbies to cleanse myself!
AND I WATCHED THE CRICKET TODAY! Amazing game! Clarke (my future husband... although he doesn't know it yet) got out on 97. I cried for him! I mean, three more runs! It was so sad. And stupid lehmann stayed in. Annoying. You're TOO OLD. BUGGER OFF. He's the Dunning of the side!
And those of you that are American or not sports fans have heard:
"Blah blah poster blah blah blah americans"
*laughs*
What else is happening? I still need to post that fic. Oh, and Curi-oh, I am a flangt girl too... but for some reason, wrote a smut... or three. *grins* How about I post it in two parts... post the first bit... and when it's getting REALLY hot and heavy... just stop it, and then if you want the end you can tell me! *laughs*
I have seen some really bad movies lately! Someone (glares at Tina) made me watch 'New York Minute' and Cora made me watch 'White Chicks'. My IQ has dropped... by at least... a lot... *ponders*
Anyway, I had things but I've been reading this:
http://www.patachu.com/tgs/index.php?curr=9
And so my focus is all... crocus....
*laughs*
Oh, and I've noticed that a lot of people are calling me an, as in 'an elephant or an egg or an historian'... the an part... not those actual objects...
I like it.
I like all of my nicknames though...
But this one... makes me seem more... Aussie. It's so blunt
"Hey An, get me some more beer!"
*loves and leaves you*
Annie, An, Anneka, Quin, Darth
current mood: horny
current music: JIMMY EAT WORLD, if you don't have it, GET IT!
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Saturday, January 15th, 2005
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1:05 am
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It's bloody hot. Everyone is saying "In winter you'll wish it was 38 degrees. They're crazy. It's hot. I'm sitting here in boy leg underwear, a tiny singlet (oh la la) and nothing else and I'm sweltering. And it's 1:07 in the morning. That's not normal.
BUt I can still smile because of the cheese. Yup, that's right. I have no idea what I'm talking about, but I'm amusing myself and that's all that matters.
I had something to say...
I have a smut I want to post... should I post it. It's from ages ago. That "lip gloss is for girls" challenge. I'd already written two entries so I didn't enter this... but it's very NC-17... I don't think there's a word in there that isn't... cock or stroked or etc. You know what I mean....
When I am less melting, I will post...
current mood:  hot
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Thursday, January 13th, 2005
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1:38 am
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Ok, just to let you know:
Lose. One O. That's it. Not loose, as in "Do you have any loose change?". Lose as in "He is going to lose the race."
You're. If you are going to the park, it's you're. If it's your car, it's your. If you are unsure, try using the full words instead of the abbreviation.
"You are going to the park" makes sense, so use you're. It isn't "Your going to the park."
AGH....
People... I know English isn't easy for some people, but please... *headdesk* (and that isn't supposed to have a space.)
I'm losing (loosing *stabs a million people*) faith in the human race... or maybe just our schools.
*wanders off*
current mood: annoyed
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Friday, December 31st, 2004
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8:23 pm - READREADREADREADREADREADREAD
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I have to say that if anyone on my friends list hasn't heard "Where the Wild Rose Grow" by Nick Cave and Kylie M then they have to remove themselves immediately... or alternatively tell me and I will put a link of it onmy LJ so you can hear it. Amazing. I've loved it for so many years, it is always amazing...
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Thursday, December 30th, 2004
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12:43 am
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You know when some things just make you... "Feel" something. Like, for no reason, it's somethng about it. Something that just speaks to you. I'm having this at this very second... wait... it's gone... well, it was fun while it lasted! *skips song*
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Monday, December 27th, 2004
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11:10 pm
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Hi all!
I know that all I seem to do is post fics lately... but... get over it! *laughs* I wrote this for jamie's AWDT and also for my AMAZING and beautiful Emma who deserved a persent because she is so amazingly rad! And also, I didn't like the other fic I posted. G rated just makes things feel so dirty, so here is a fic that hopefully will make that all better for you smut lovers out there! *grins happily* This is a run-on fic, so all of the sentences run on to make it seem fast and breathless and passionate, it is NOT supposed to look like I don't know where the full stop key is! *grins* Hope you like...
Title: Doesn't Matter (I hate titles. Someone come up with a better one.)
Author: dela
Pairing: Harry/Draco
Rating: R... I like R... it's the 'safe' rating...
Warnings: If you are a playschool toy, don't read this...
Disclaimer: Blah Blah Blah JK Rowling blah blah she totally thinks they are gay too blah blah blah if she doesn't do it we have to blah blah not mine blah!
( It's hot and hard and wet and sticky... )
current mood: bored
current music: *coughssomethingembarrassingcoughs*
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Sunday, December 26th, 2004
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11:24 pm
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Changed my mind, hate my family! *grumbles and grumbles some more* Nothing to enhances the boxing day spirit more than hearing people talking about all of your problems behind your back. Like I didn't get enough of people doing that at school. Then they talked about how sensitive Bec is, and how I should take better care of her. She's 21 people. Fuck this. Next year Cor ana d I are going to NZ or some other far a fucking way country so that we don't have to celebrate Christmas. I wish My 4 year old cousin had come down.
I have to go and write something to make me feel better. Maybe Slash... maybe not. Maybe porny something, maybe not... or maybe I will go and play scrabble again as tradition states and be ignored by all.
Mum mentioned if I hadn't been born today, see, they didn't want another kid. I was the 'surprise'. And christmas always seems to be the time they bring it up, no matter how old I get. And they keep mentioning Peekay/Miss kitty/ Spazzy McGee. Saying that it's my fault and making jokes about it. Like something I loved dying is so funny. And then when I cried they just told me to get over it.
FUCKERS.
I
FUCKING
HATE
CHRISTMAS!!!
Love you all though
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7:28 pm - Bec is a whore, and I'm used to it! *grins* Merry Bloody Christmas!
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And yet another christmas is spent fighting with Rebecca "The massive whore" Losik, my older sister who seems only happy when we are bickering like an old married couple... is it odd that I expect this now and would worry if it didn't happen. That I would be sad.... I mean, if we didn't fight, it would be the end of the world! *laughs* But it doesn't make her any less of a fucking massive bitch who I would happily kick right in her butt... *growls* But we fight, it's what we do, although one day... I will snap and on that day, life will be good!
I wrote a LONG smut for that prompt "Lip gloss is for girls" from Jamie. Now, do post it? Some one want to read it first and just tell me if it's shit or not?
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Friday, December 24th, 2004
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5:26 pm - Lip Gloss is for girls
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For Jamie's thing. Actually on time. I think. Am writing another one. Will post within a few hours as I need to have a nap before I begin.
Title: Eskimo
Pairing: Harry/Draco… I’ve never written any different.
Words: 500 exactly *chokes on lie* Alright, it’s 641.
Author: Dela
Summary: Just, read the prompt and you’ll know.
Warnings: None. This is so G rated is hurts. It could be on play school.
( If you want to read my story I guess that this would be the best place to click )
current mood: Bloody Tired
current music: Mr Brightside
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Monday, December 20th, 2004
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1:34 pm - Fanfic...
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Title: Cigarettes
Pairing: H/D
Rating: I’m going to say R, not for any real reason, I just have no idea how to rate things.
Words: 1863…whoops…
Summary: I don’t even know what the prompt was for this week. I just wrote this because I said I would… there is no cheese in this fic… I wish there was… *goes and gets some cheese* This is slash, don't like? bugger off!
( Cigarettes )
current mood:  creative
current music: This years love-David Grey
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Saturday, December 18th, 2004
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7:32 pm - 'ow much
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I read this book of love... poems and saying and excerpts from books last night... reading those always makes me want to write something! It's very odd. And also, they make me never want to be in love. Ever. Too much opening myself up to people. Which is never good because I've totally trusted about 5 people in my entire life and have been totally FUCKED over each time. Except by one...
I am in a GRAND mood. Australia are (as usual) kicking butt at cricket and I reckon we're gonna get over 500 before we declare!
What do people on LJ think of cricket? Or do you not even know what it is... *wonders*
And if I typed like I talked I would type like this: (Spelling is how I say it, not typed badly)
G'day Mayte. Yea, the cricket's on the telly and I reckon we're gonna beat the other team by a shi' load. Yea, bu it's no challenge when the Auzzie's are by faaaar the best. Fair Dinkim. Naaa, no contest ay? No Wurries.
*grins* We cut all our words short and run them together! I love being so... Gotta go watch the cricket. Gilchrist is 'inta' bat soon.
" 'ow much does it cost ta call America?" (actual question)
Annie
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Wednesday, December 15th, 2004
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6:34 pm - HELP!!!
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Anyone who can tell me the name and/or artist of a song that is about a guy who is singing a song to his girlfriend and saying that he should be giving her a better present, one she can use etc. She says not to be crazy, that his songs send a 1000 vibrations through the air that always make her smile and that he has to keep singing. It is a slowish, acoustic song by a male singer.
Sexual favours and cookies for anyone who can tell me, point me in the right direction or send it to me! (bonus lovin for those who send it) I'm desperate!
*love*
Annie
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Sunday, December 12th, 2004
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12:08 am
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Tina and I just had the best night! We were up the top of mount Ainsle looking at all of the bush scrub and the lights of the war memorial and talking and just chilling out. It was so great. I'm feeling very content which is a lovely way to feel... I think that I shall write some slash because I feel just peachy...
( I wrote again because I was told to... )
current mood: content
current music: Night Drive-Jimmy Eat World
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Friday, December 10th, 2004
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10:15 pm
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Ok, I lied to Jamie2109. this is what I wrote for the AWDT. It is stupid and had nothing to do with the prompt. But I don't like lying to her...
Don't like Slash, Fuck off! This is for H/D, not anything else.
Tear You To Pieces
There are so many ways that I could inflict pain upon you.
I could tear you to pieces, rip you apart and then slowly,
Oh, so slowly put you back together again. That’s what I do.
Your body is the way that I can express my love to you.
But you don’t think that this is love. But you come anyway.
I cut you sometimes, so deep that your pain is beyond noise.
But I can read it in your eyes, and I know that you love it.
Don’t admit it to me though Wonder boy. It would ruin my fun.
I like to take you, break you and then put my arms around you
I want to stop you from being whole, stop you being complete
Because that is something that I never have been, I can’t be.
But with you I can take my pain and cut it into you. I can do anything.
I can engrave you and shave you and cut you and bruise you,
You come back for more. And when I lick the tears that run from your face
I know that you can’t be complete without me. And it makes me feel good.
You won’t cut me though. I want you to. I wish you would, but then again,
I don’t think that I would feel the same. I don’t think you love me enough.
I love you though. I won’t tell you myself. I let the blade slice it into you.
And every drop of blood that escapes your body tells me that I am something.
I am the one that can make you cry out and scream my name. I am proud.
You get mad at me when I cut myself though. You stop me, then you take me,
You take my cut and you nurse it. You run your fingers over my skin.
Your delicate fingers. And you lick me. And You don’t stop til I stop bleeding.
And then you hold me, and make me promise over and over I won’t do it again.
But I do. Because you always look at me with those eyes. Those amazing eyes
That have something in them that I will never truly understand. Never possess.
I want to slit you, tear you. Then I want to hold you. And caress you.
I might just kill you one day. One day, I won’t want the blood to stop.
But know that if that day comes, I’ll be bleeding too.
current mood: contemplative
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12:22 am
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...I Need To Get Laid...
current mood: horny
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Thursday, December 9th, 2004
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12:53 am
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I think that everyone has so many opinions about this chick killing herself that I don't need to have one...
Life is good. I have seen cora a lot and that always makes me very happy. Have been talking to _morningcalls for many hours which makes me happy and my sister is having an operation tomorrow (Just wisdom teeth) so I can mock her like she mocked me! Life is good! *laughs*
I'm not really that mean! Especially since it was her B'day today and she was 21, which isn't a big deal coz we're Auzzie and the big age is 18. But I made her an amazing cake from scratch... not really. Cora and I made her a cadbury velvet cake from a box, but I still think it is very impressive!
My nanny says that she is a "Hip nanny" because she watches Queer as Folk with us when she's in Canberra. I agree with her. I think she's very rad indeed. But she snores very loudly! *laughs happily*
I have nothing to say.
Should I make my journal friends only? I'm thinking about it... people reading it who shouldn't be... then again, I don't really care what they think... so why hide... but then again, I am VERY hilarious and they do get the benifit of that and they shouldn't! *giggles* I have the giggles! I had much too much sugar! It's like when you're a kid and have red cordial!
I got in contact with one of my primary school friends today! Remember the innocence! We're meeting! How exciting!
Annie
current mood:  blah
current music: Blink 182
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